I survived 2012 , welcomed 2013

19 days has passed and now I just got the mood to blog 

December was great after the final exams

Bye bye stresses !

Everyday slacking at home and going out having tons of fun or yamcha with friends

I spent my 2012 christmas with my family and friends

Dinner with family

then overnight & chit chatting with friends

watched Running man and laugh like mad

Well, unlike the past few years I didnt participate in church activities,

I decided to spend more time at home.

Right after christmas my family started the most tiring activity

GOTONG-ROYONG !!

And you know what ?!

my mum has this mysophobia thing,

which turns out we have to clean the whole house,

including wiping away the dust on furniture and the wall.

She cleaned everything in DETAIL.

So, I decided to help her out and it was super tiring.

I fell sick after doing all those cleaning in a week

and sadly, I spent my new year with sickness.

But at that time I wasn't that sick anymore, I recovered a lot.

We had a youth gathering at church at night on 31/12,

for the farewell of those who are leaving youth and also the countdown for new year.

That was a crazy and high-high night for all of us !

I've always love coming to youth since 13.

It makes me feel like I'm at home, warm and comfortable,

 I'm so gonna miss it after I leave.

Photos are taken but not uploaded yet.

All I can see is lots of love :)

The countdown was crazy, everyone was screaming madly

and poking balloons to celebrate new year,

welcoming 2013.

I came to recalling what happened in 2012 when I got back home.

Just found out that my 18 was AWESOME .

2012 Highlights :

1. Started my university life
2. Got satisfying results for SPM
3.  Got my driving license
4. Officially 18
5. Met awesome friends --> Huan & Jo
6. Got a personal laptop
7. Went to Bigbang concert *Super awesome concert*
8. Bought Bigbang albums and stuff
9. Met Taeyang and G-Dragon at Pavilion *Being lucky*
10. Having fun yamcha with friends

 Well, 2012 is gone and here comes 2013.

I'm getting older and older OMG.

Just hope that God still bless me on 2013.

Actually I didnt think what resolutions I should have for this year. 

So, I tried out Chuckei Jane's game: 

FIND 3 MAGIC WORDS IN THE PIC BELOW,

and they will be your 2013 resolutions.

Guess what I found, HAPPINESS, LOVE, BEAUTY.

2013 Resolutions :

1. Change my image
2. Get myself slimmer
3. Spend more time with family
4. Live a better and happier life this year
5. Get excellent results 

That's all for my post. Stay happy in 2013 ! Happy new year ! :D

Im lost

Everyone has their own dreams since they're young.

When that dream grows from a little small pea-like seed

to a plumule.

That's when you realized and you want to make that dream come true.

I have one...

but I hesitated about it 

whether to challenge and take one step towards...

due to many reasons I've given to persuade myself..

I'm not creative enough...

I lack of inspiration...

My future career is gonna be tough if my design sucks...

So

I decided to take an alternative way

after I finish my business course, 

I'll take design. 

Is this life? Or... it is because I've been defeated by the reality

Smashing my dreams into pieces...

Tellin' me that it's impossible while 

the other side of me still adhere to that little bit of hope to fulfill my dreams..

Lord, please lead me, guide me to the right way.

I'm lost..

MAMA 2012

Since when my blog posts are all about Bigbang ?!
Hahhahah I guess
those who are reading my blogposts 

might show a face like --> =.=
OHMYGOSH why the heck are you always talking about Bigbang ?!

LOL!!!!
Then I'll go: "Because THEY ARE TOO AWESOMEE ~~~ !!! "

Okay , stop that Bigbang madness !

But here I'm going to write about them again 

hahaha be patience :P
Let's rock on to 30112012 MAMA 2012 !

PS: MAMA = Mnet Asian Music Awards
It actually sounds funny when people said it in short
MAMA = mum ? hahah

That was an awesome night for Bigbang (surely it was !)

They won 3 awards 

for their group

BEST MALE GROUP

GUARDIAN ANGEL WORLDWIDE PERFORMER

ARTIST OF THE YEAR

oh by the way

GD won the BEST MALE ARTIST ! 

Gaaaaaaaaaahhh I've always love him more when he dresses like this 

Flawless ! 

I was expecting them to show up during the Red Carpet

but sadly, they didnt :(

Just because someone nasty stole my area's TM wire cable

making all of us here cant online !

RAWR and I wanna watch MAMA so badly

I was like crazy, went to Nana's house at 930pm 

watched MAMA till the end, 130am

Well, staying up late is totally worthy ! 

Bigbang didnt disappoint me, or should I say, they never x)

Their awesome fantastic performance ! 

Guess what GD rapped when he first appear at MAMA
OMG he's a genius -.- 

These things just popped out from his brain 

Finally MAMA night's VIP !!!

All of a sudden he just got his hair FIRE RED 

GD !!! *SCREAMS*

Yooo omg Daesung he's so HOT ! 

PINK TOP

Taeyang so high that night !
Gold and black ?

Btw when he appeared during the performance

I was like OMG HAHAHAHAH WHY SO RANDOM ?! xD

*cant find any only-Taeyang photos*

WHITE Seungri 

Watch the full performance here !

빅뱅(Bigbang) - 크래용(Crayon) @ MAMA 2012

then this
빅뱅(Bigbang) - 판타스틱 베이비 (Fantastic Baby) @ MAMA 2012 

Enjoy ! 

I watched MAMA with full of laughters 

LOL 

No offense but

it was really funny when all of those BAP members

went up to receive their prizes

They're all in blonde 

like 6胞胎 hahahah

I guess GD was not satisfied with so many people having blonde hair

so he went to dye his hair red LOL xD

*just my opinion*

 

Suju did a great job on their performance too ! 

I like the way they performed Mr. Simple x)

Anyway,

CONGRATULATIONS TO BIGBANG ! 
Please love VIPS more :P

Please continue to shine brightly :)

因为你

因为你没看见GD何时都90度鞠躬样子,

因为你没看见TOP手被玻璃弄伤坚持拍戏的样子,

因为你没看见太阳去进修舞蹈汗如雨下的样子,

因为你没看见大声默默忍受流言在舞台展翅高飞的样子,

因为你没看见胜利累到在舞台上瞬间晕倒的样子,

因为你全都没看见,

所以你不知道成功为什么从来都是死心塌地的属于BIGBANG。

Bigbang Alive Tour 2012 演唱会 @ Msia

原谅我的迟 update 

演唱会之后回来一直在赶assignment

所以没空 update

现在就坐上时光机回到上个星期六晚上吧！

2012年10月27日

*休~~~*

27102012

会是我毕生最难忘的一天

这是我第一场演唱会

但绝对不会是最后一场！

当天

就是  빅뱅  Bigbang 来马开演唱会的日子！

在这里要感谢帮我买票的亲古

因为你我才能去看这么

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赞到爆的演唱会！

当初就很兴奋

几天下来都没好好睡一觉

就因为演唱会那短短的2个小时半！

结果27号当天才抵达 KL 

到了酒店 Capitol Hotel 

晚上直接冲去stadium merdeka 了

因为俺买的是 VIP 票

所以不用那么早去了

但我还是早去了
*你这是在干嘛？！o(╯□╰)o*

其实是因为怕正版周边被买完

所以就冲去了现场

排了被暴晒在太阳底下很悲剧性的

1个小时半的队 ！

（其实也不算是暴晒,只是非常热）

冲动是很强大的

所以，冲动的我，非常冲动的买了。。

1 件价值 RM110 的 BB 衣服

我疯了！xD 

到了那里

只是非常庆幸我是 VIP 票的

摇滚区的VIP们已经在门外守候了多久我是不知道

只知道她们好厉害

有些还夜排

天啊

*VIP 都好强!*

和我一起去演唱会的VIP确实帮了我很多
她们帮我拿布条, led 灯(应援用的) 

拿好全部东西后
剩下的就是等演唱会开始了！

早早就到达的我，
大概在那里坐了一个小时多。
当然，是为了等这5个大牌的男人出场
等的时候
就认识了很多 VIP 朋友
大家都是来自各个州，有槟城，沙巴，美里

现场

演唱会开始前
主办单位播放了他们的 MV
大家都很期待，很兴奋地尖叫，同时也一起唱着播着的歌曲！
相信在后台的 男人们都听到了 xD

后来，大家都在担心的事发生了
天不作美
这时竟然下起了大雨！
就如太阳在推特留言说：“Malaysia ya'll ready to wet..?!”
但明显地，
雨水并没浇熄 VIP们的热情，反而是越浇越炽热，
大家都淋湿了，狼狈地披着雨衣的样子
在雨中等待

等雨滴差不多快停的时候
工作人员出来把台上的水滴扫掉
我们就知道他们快出来了
这时大家更是加倍兴奋

他们终于出来了！！
当BigBang 帅气地以《Tonight》揭开演唱会序幕时，
全场粉丝一边狂叫，一边卖力摇动手上的黄色荧光棒！

现场气氛 HIGH 到爆！

虽然VIP 位子有提供椅子坐，
但大家这么high的时候怎么可能会坐下来呢？！
VIP 们都乱了 xD
大家都站起来疯狂尖叫！
当时场面混乱，连工作人员也阻止不了我们
因为人矮的关系，我就趁机冲到前面第2排！（本来是买了第10排的）
出贱招 :P
把男人们都看得一清二楚了！！
就距离不到10步的距离！
啊啊啊啊 *歇斯底里-ing*
我当时并没有疯狂尖叫破坏自己形象
反而是呆住了！！
简直难以置信
每次只能在电脑看到的 BIGBANG 5个男人
竟然活生生站在我眼前
卖力地表演

重点是
他们唱歌功力超强！
一点都不输给 CD 里录下来的
现场听根本就是超好听！
他们不卖舞蹈、
不卖華麗服裝，全程以LIVE BAND隨性演出！

还有
照片都是骗人的！

哦莫！
真人比照片来的帅很多很多！！
最让我惊讶的是
“谁说 Daesung 一点都不好看？！真人好帅啊！温暖的笑容！”
胜利也是很帅气，非常有魅力！！跳 what can i do 时超 HOT
TOP 简直是 帅到MAN chin chin !
活泼好动的太阳也是相当帅的！还大展舞技！
GD 全身上下发出无比的魅力，妖艳啊！

好不真实 TT
好像在做梦，真不敢相信

当天晚上唱的歌曲：

Tonight / Hands Up / Fantastic Baby / How Gee / Stupid Liar / Knock Out（GD+T.O.P）/ High High（GD+T.O.P）/Strong Baby（勝利）/ What Can I Do（勝利）/ Gara Gara Go / Number 1 / Cafe / One of A Kind / Crayon / Bad Boy /Blue / Love Song / Monster / Feeling / Only Look At Me + Wedding Dress（太陽）/ Wings（大成）/ Haru Haru / Lies /Last Farewell

安哥：Heaven / Bad Boy / Fantastic baby / Hands Up


接下来我们进入
TALK session
*让 GD 和 TOP 回后台准备*

胜利说了最让我感动的一句话："No rain can stop us"

Taeyang: " What's up Malaysia! ". (我就知道他会讲这句)
Daesung: " Nice to meet you! " 

Seungri: "We are so excited right now"
*尖叫声*
 腻腻抓了抓头发 XD （好可爱）

Seungri: " So many people  "

*尖叫声*

Seungri: " I love this place  "

*尖叫声* 

Seungri: " This country is awesome! "

*尖叫声* 
Taeyang: " I'm sure you guys waited for a long time"

*尖叫声* 
Taeyang: " So, we're excited too. I hope you guys can enjoy the show, 
even though it's raining. I'll do my best, even if I slipped it out. "

*尖叫声连连不断* 

是怎样？！！
Taeyang: " Malaysia ya all ready to party ?! "
*尖叫声* 
Taeyang: " Today? " (应该是说了这句，尖叫声好强，听不清楚)

结果突然。。。
Taeyang: "..... Daesung, how ya feelin' today?"
*爆笑！*
Daesung: ".... to see u guys"
(尖叫声太强)

只听到大家狂喊 Daesung Daesung 囧
Taeyang: "Seungri"
Seungri: "Ahuh?"
Taeyang: "Why dont you teach them how to dance fantastic baby?"

Seungri: "You want?" 
大家当然是喊 YES 啦
Seungri: "Ahhh let me check this out.. So, first, like this. Like.. car's wiper" xD

One two three four...大家都一起做了
Seungri: " Easy right? Ya let's do this! From the top, let's go! 2,3,4..."
他自己high 了起来有木有

Taeyang: "Dance ! I wanna dance dance dance dance dance" 
胜利开始 beatbox了，太阳那边跳舞
突然
太阳说出一句：" Aku cinta padamu !"
全场疯狂歇斯底里喊叫
胜利也跟着说" Aku cinta padamu !"

Taeyang: " Malaysia aku cinta padamu ！"
后来他们开始帮 GD 和 TOP做开场了 ~ 

GD 和 TOP 出场后
TOP："Say yeah ~" 

VIP 们回应"Yeah~"
TOP："Say uhuh ~" 

VIP 们回应" Uhuh ~"
然后就show 他的beatbox了
GD: " When I say swag you say check"
GD: " SWAG ~"
VIP: " CHECK ! "
GD: " Oh yeah ~ say oh yeah " （他超 high）
GD: " Say na na na na ~ Yo high high"  xD
下一首就是 high high 了

After 他们唱 cafe
GD solo performance 一小段crayon & one of a kind

太阳表演 wedding dress的时候险些滑到！舞台真的很滑
吓了我们一大跳！
看看这里
Taeyang nearly fell down

男人们在表演 Haru haru 的时候
VIP 都跟着一起唱
很喜欢当时的气氛，很感动 :')

GD: " You guys know this song right? Please sing it for me now."
他们拿着麦克风，向着我们，听着我们一起大合唱
GD 的笑容很温柔 ♥
Haru haru @Msia Alive Tour
Another fancam
Haru Haru + Talk
Then Lies
Lies @Msia Alive Tour

以为快要完的时候
Taeyang: "Even though it's time to say goodbye...."
Fans: "NOOOOOO!"
GD: " You want more right? we got some more *chuckle* dont worry about it"
GD:"Today is special so do one more"

对了
大声solo 的时候
看得出他很非常开心啊！
Wings 把整个气氛都带 high 了！
Daesung- Wings @Msia Alive Tour
看他那笑容 xD
结束之前还说了
 I love you Malaysia

我们还有 TOP birthday mission
大家一起唱生日歌给他
他说了："Terima Kasih"
还比了个爱心动作
超大福利！
TOP还自己跳舞自己笑

Encore 的时候
Taeyang: "A A Aku Cin Cin Cinta Pada Mu, Do You Have Fun Tonight!" 
GD:"This is our first live in Malaysia & we will never forget.We had a number of shows & you guys are the best crowd!" 
TOP: "Tonight it's all for you! You're an amazing crowd. I remember every single faces 
& I promise we will meet again!" 
Daesung: "Malaysia Bagus! Selamat Tidur!"
Seungri :"Malaysia have beautiful voice, better than me!" 

最后他们洒水玩湿身，
更大抛昂贵外套、毛巾送 VIP们
还有胜利每次用 S3 录下来的影片
Encore in Msia

我差点就拿到 GD 的外套了
可是被人家抢去。。。
遗憾啊！！！

 整晚都享受在其中
超赞的演唱会！
谢谢 빅뱅
我更爱你们了！
 BIGBANG VIP UNTIL WHENEVER 

第二天还在 Pavilion 遇到龙龙和贝贝！
真的是太幸运的

（话说，他们有点矮，可是还是大爱他们 XD）

Band members 都很爱马来西亚！

Dante Inferno
KL MALAYSIA all u #VIP looked so beautiful lastnite! Will NEVER EVER forget u! Rockin out in my favorite weather!RAIN:D

OH MY! #VIP KL MALAYSIAAA YOU WERE AWESOME TONITE! SO MANY PPL ROCKIN IN THE RAIN!!! SERIOUSLY a nite I'll NEVER EVER 4GET! #BESTFANSEVER

Omar Dominick
#MALAYSIA!!!!!!! A nite to remember thru the rain! It didn't stop #BigBang! HOLLER<<

Yo #Malaysia was OMG!!! thank u #bigbang_VIP 's for all the #love you guys are the best!!!!!

Twitter updates: 

GD: Singing in the rain~~~let's go Malaysia! 

TeyDaddy: Memories,LOVE and people :) thank you all of ASIA!! Hope you guys all see you soon..! I'll give my everything next time!! Love you!!

这是18年来我最开心的一晚！:D

现在我患上了绝症。。。BIGBANG 演唱会后遗症

医生说是无药可救了。
男人们快点回来吧 T.T