Short update

Short update of my current life. 

Well, I was really busy with my exams and assignments last few weeks. AGAIN...

I didnt even get the chance to update about my new year !

Will update soon cuz now I'm having holidays YAY

Just finished my moral studies exam today and so looking forward for my holidays

CNY is still going on (I guess?) and our school want poor students like us study during CNY

Dafuq?
Before CNY I was studying my marketing for resit examination.
I didnt managed to get a CP (considered pass) so I have to resit the exam which
costed me RM500. Sian-ness

Who the tut would set Malaysian studies exam during CNY ?! It was Saturday somemore.
Sad case lmao  

Didnt have the mood to study for exam so I decided to hug the Buddha's leg.

Will be starting my degree on 25th Feb

which reminds me that I'm getting older everyday when I'm just 19..

Me and my friends were talking about this getting older thingy few days ago 

when we realized that we're not as energetic as before already OMG?

That's all for now ! Off to catch my dramas ! Taa ! 

Tough times

人们常说：快乐的时光总是过得特别快

RIGHT.

Everything turns out right on the starting of 2013. 

16 January,

was the worst day ever in 2013.

I FAILED MY MARKETING ! 

I was so shocked and not sure what to do.

Will I have to resit examination or retake the whole course ?!

After knowing my result I was totally not in mood and I kept asking my friends for help.

When they told me that Swinburne got this considered pass thingy,

I was relieved and I decided to try to apply for it. 

Something like if you failed one subject they'll still allow you to proceed to the next semester

and there's no need to resit exam or retake course.

In the other way, my friends told me that I have to surpass 45 marks to get that pass.

DAFUQ I only get 44 for my marketing ! 

Was so depressed and upset I have to spend RM300 to resit my exam 

and to study all over again. 

Hope miracle happens, my heavenly Father please stand by my side. 

I survived 2012 , welcomed 2013

19 days has passed and now I just got the mood to blog 

December was great after the final exams

Bye bye stresses !

Everyday slacking at home and going out having tons of fun or yamcha with friends

I spent my 2012 christmas with my family and friends

Dinner with family

then overnight & chit chatting with friends

watched Running man and laugh like mad

Well, unlike the past few years I didnt participate in church activities,

I decided to spend more time at home.

Right after christmas my family started the most tiring activity

GOTONG-ROYONG !!

And you know what ?!

my mum has this mysophobia thing,

which turns out we have to clean the whole house,

including wiping away the dust on furniture and the wall.

She cleaned everything in DETAIL.

So, I decided to help her out and it was super tiring.

I fell sick after doing all those cleaning in a week

and sadly, I spent my new year with sickness.

But at that time I wasn't that sick anymore, I recovered a lot.

We had a youth gathering at church at night on 31/12,

for the farewell of those who are leaving youth and also the countdown for new year.

That was a crazy and high-high night for all of us !

I've always love coming to youth since 13.

It makes me feel like I'm at home, warm and comfortable,

 I'm so gonna miss it after I leave.

Photos are taken but not uploaded yet.

All I can see is lots of love :)

The countdown was crazy, everyone was screaming madly

and poking balloons to celebrate new year,

welcoming 2013.

I came to recalling what happened in 2012 when I got back home.

Just found out that my 18 was AWESOME .

2012 Highlights :

1. Started my university life
2. Got satisfying results for SPM
3.  Got my driving license
4. Officially 18
5. Met awesome friends --> Huan & Jo
6. Got a personal laptop
7. Went to Bigbang concert *Super awesome concert*
8. Bought Bigbang albums and stuff
9. Met Taeyang and G-Dragon at Pavilion *Being lucky*
10. Having fun yamcha with friends

 Well, 2012 is gone and here comes 2013.

I'm getting older and older OMG.

Just hope that God still bless me on 2013.

Actually I didnt think what resolutions I should have for this year. 

So, I tried out Chuckei Jane's game: 

FIND 3 MAGIC WORDS IN THE PIC BELOW,

and they will be your 2013 resolutions.

Guess what I found, HAPPINESS, LOVE, BEAUTY.

2013 Resolutions :

1. Change my image
2. Get myself slimmer
3. Spend more time with family
4. Live a better and happier life this year
5. Get excellent results 

That's all for my post. Stay happy in 2013 ! Happy new year ! :D

Im lost

Everyone has their own dreams since they're young.

When that dream grows from a little small pea-like seed

to a plumule.

That's when you realized and you want to make that dream come true.

I have one...

but I hesitated about it 

whether to challenge and take one step towards...

due to many reasons I've given to persuade myself..

I'm not creative enough...

I lack of inspiration...

My future career is gonna be tough if my design sucks...

So

I decided to take an alternative way

after I finish my business course, 

I'll take design. 

Is this life? Or... it is because I've been defeated by the reality

Smashing my dreams into pieces...

Tellin' me that it's impossible while 

the other side of me still adhere to that little bit of hope to fulfill my dreams..

Lord, please lead me, guide me to the right way.

I'm lost..

MAMA 2012

Since when my blog posts are all about Bigbang ?!
Hahhahah I guess
those who are reading my blogposts 

might show a face like --> =.=
OHMYGOSH why the heck are you always talking about Bigbang ?!

LOL!!!!
Then I'll go: "Because THEY ARE TOO AWESOMEE ~~~ !!! "

Okay , stop that Bigbang madness !

But here I'm going to write about them again 

hahaha be patience :P
Let's rock on to 30112012 MAMA 2012 !

PS: MAMA = Mnet Asian Music Awards
It actually sounds funny when people said it in short
MAMA = mum ? hahah

That was an awesome night for Bigbang (surely it was !)

They won 3 awards 

for their group

BEST MALE GROUP

GUARDIAN ANGEL WORLDWIDE PERFORMER

ARTIST OF THE YEAR

oh by the way

GD won the BEST MALE ARTIST ! 

Gaaaaaaaaaahhh I've always love him more when he dresses like this 

Flawless ! 

I was expecting them to show up during the Red Carpet

but sadly, they didnt :(

Just because someone nasty stole my area's TM wire cable

making all of us here cant online !

RAWR and I wanna watch MAMA so badly

I was like crazy, went to Nana's house at 930pm 

watched MAMA till the end, 130am

Well, staying up late is totally worthy ! 

Bigbang didnt disappoint me, or should I say, they never x)

Their awesome fantastic performance ! 

Guess what GD rapped when he first appear at MAMA
OMG he's a genius -.- 

These things just popped out from his brain 

Finally MAMA night's VIP !!!

All of a sudden he just got his hair FIRE RED 

GD !!! *SCREAMS*

Yooo omg Daesung he's so HOT ! 

PINK TOP

Taeyang so high that night !
Gold and black ?

Btw when he appeared during the performance

I was like OMG HAHAHAHAH WHY SO RANDOM ?! xD

*cant find any only-Taeyang photos*

WHITE Seungri 

Watch the full performance here !

빅뱅(Bigbang) - 크래용(Crayon) @ MAMA 2012

then this
빅뱅(Bigbang) - 판타스틱 베이비 (Fantastic Baby) @ MAMA 2012 

Enjoy ! 

I watched MAMA with full of laughters 

LOL 

No offense but

it was really funny when all of those BAP members

went up to receive their prizes

They're all in blonde 

like 6胞胎 hahahah

I guess GD was not satisfied with so many people having blonde hair

so he went to dye his hair red LOL xD

*just my opinion*

 

Suju did a great job on their performance too ! 

I like the way they performed Mr. Simple x)

Anyway,

CONGRATULATIONS TO BIGBANG ! 
Please love VIPS more :P

Please continue to shine brightly :)