I was so not in mood to blog lately..
I was seriously sick a few weeks ago, and tons of stresses for my Grade 6 ABRSM Theory examination which is just around the corner.
Writing songs are damn tough.. I get scolded when I did it wrongly.
And WHAT ?!
It was not as what I expected. There were soooooo many students taking this subject now, about 80+ . I was like WTF?
I thought it'll be just a few of us in class and it'll be easier to do assignments and stuffs.
(Less students means more concentration, less noise, no assignment ideas clashing)
Our weird lecturer (Swinburne is known as having many weird lecturers) Dr. Jay Hays, a foreigner, idk where's he from cuz his English accent was so tiring. I mean, I got tired listening to his accent and the class was boring.
Now the most worrying thing happened on me.
Every student was given a number, and based on the given number, we have to form a group.
Being unlucky, there's not even a single person I know in my group.
3 boys and 2 girls including me.
For a second I thought that I can be good friends with the girl, Stephanie. But it just seems like..
she's not interested in me. (Not the other kind of interest between boys and girls)
I tried talking to her but it's like 冷脸硬贴热屁股. Fine.
Dad told me AirAsia is having sales now. I went to check and found out that the air ticket to Korea Seoul costs only RM982 go and return for an adult.
That was supeerr cheap! I wanted to go badly, badly, badly with my family.
And guess what
They were all not interested at all. Dad went to sleep (so fucking early at this hour), ignoring me, saying that if I want to go, go with mum.
Even mum ignored me too, saying there's no budget for this trip whatsoever.
I was so disappointed.
After all I've been through lately, my mood is now at its worst point.
I need something to cheer me up. FML.
