Shit happens

My school's winter term class commence today.
I was so not in mood to blog lately..
I was seriously sick a few weeks ago, and tons of stresses for my Grade 6 ABRSM Theory examination which is just around the corner.
Writing songs are damn tough.. I get scolded when I did it wrongly. SHIT HAPPENS

As I've mentioned before, I'm taking OM (Organisational Management) for this winter term.
And WHAT ?!
It was not as what I expected. There were soooooo many students taking this subject now, about 80+ . I was like WTF? SHIT HAPPENS 
I thought it'll be just a few of us in class and it'll be easier to do assignments and stuffs.
(Less students means more concentration, less noise, no assignment ideas clashing)

Our weird lecturer (Swinburne is known as having many weird lecturers) Dr. Jay Hays, a foreigner, idk where's he from cuz his English accent was so tiring. I mean, I got tired listening to his accent and the class was boring.
Now the most worrying thing happened on me.
Every student was given a number, and based on the given number, we have to form a group.
Being unlucky, there's not even a single person I know in my group.
3 boys and 2 girls including me.
For a second I thought that I can be good friends with the girl, Stephanie. But it just seems like..
she's not interested in me. (Not the other kind of interest between boys and girls)
I tried talking to her but it's like 冷脸硬贴热屁股. Fine.
SHIT HAPPENS 

This shit just happened a few minutes ago.
Dad told me AirAsia is having sales now. I went to check and found out that the air ticket to Korea Seoul costs only RM982 go and return for an adult.
That was supeerr cheap! I wanted to go badly, badly, badly with my family.
And guess what
They were all not interested at all. Dad went to sleep (so fucking early at this hour), ignoring me, saying that if I want to go, go with mum.
Even mum ignored me too, saying there's no budget for this trip whatsoever.
I was so disappointed. SHIT HAPPENS 
After all I've been through lately, my mood is now at its worst point.

I need something to cheer me up. FML.

Holiday mood

Holidays make me feel lazy. Idk it's only me or people also feel the same.
I can just lie on my bed as long as I want instead of getting up..
Woke up late and still I can sleep in the afternoon..
I barely feel like wanting to be productive in any form.. lacking the willpower..unmotivated
I'm lazy to update my blog too.. nothing to write about recently..
LAZINESS rules !

Ain't enjoying my holiday much due to the hot weather and haze happening in Malaysia.
You won't feel like going out cuz it's really hot out there and make yourself sweat so much, also receiving too much Ultraviolet rays which also make your skin more tanned.
Staying at home with my air condition turned on is a better choice for me.
Gosh, this makes me sounds like an 'indoorsy' girl, and the truth is, I'm not !

Also, I can't go out jogging anymore cuz of the haze.*Sigh*
The deteriorating air quality is already affecting people's health.
This is bad !
I need to continue with my diet plans. Maybe I'll just find some time to workout at the gym.
Must continue on to reach my target although it'll be tough !
Stay strong, Pris ! No giving up !

Enrolled for Organisation Management to study during the Winter term.
One subject won't be causing too much stress yeah (Y)
Hope I can get good results for my First Degree Semester too...

Nothing more to say !
I guess.. I'll just end my post with a photo of myself..
I just miss my dyed brown hair..

TEEHEE ! *trying to imitate Ryan Higa*

The Hobbit

Words can't describe how I feel now.
For I've just finished the book 'The Hobbit', it moved my heart with the adventures of Bilbo Baggins, and the friendship, loyalty when he and the dwarves were together to overcome obstacles on the way to the Lonely Mountains.
Such wonderful stories, written by an awesome author.
But every story must come to an end, and another story begins.
I should never regret buying this book and
I shall continue with my another three books : Lord of The Rings !

"The world is not in your book and maps. It's out there!"

"I found it is the small everyday deeds of ordinary folk that keep the darkness at bay.. small acts of kindness and love."

"True courage is not about knowing when to take a life... but when to spare one."

Childhood memories

Stuck at home alone and since my car was sent to the 'hospital' after I had a car accident on Saturday night,
I had nothing much to do besides watching movies and reading books..
Yesterday I watched Peter Pan again (Idk how many times I'd watch it)
And memories started flooding me.
How I wished there really is a NeverLand somewhere outside there.
I wanna have adventures too, and I don't wanna grow up.

It's when I just realized that I'm so obsessed with fairy tales.
Everything was so magical and beautiful inside, always with a happy ending,
which in reality doesn't have any.

Having answers deep down in my heart and I know it.
I'm growing up.
So many thoughts that I've when I was young, literally became childish and craps when growing up.
Now, I've to think more, consider and take every single step carefully, thinking about the consequences, decisions and the right path of your future.
What do I want, what do I need..

Unlike being a child, I have no worries, I don't have to make decisions.

I get to play, to have fun, have birthday parties, wear cute dresses,
watch Disney films: Snow White, Cinderella, Mulan, Toy Story, The Lion King
(I still love watching them now)
and Nickelodeon's or other cartoons
such as Powerpuff Girls, Pokemon, Scooby Doo,
also
making paper planes, blowing bubbles,
sleep with fluffy toys, play game-boys, tamagotchi and barbie dolls (OMG seriously so childish)
read the most scary books ever for kids: Goosebumps,
eat super fattening snacks to get the free toy,
wake up early for a cartoon show, draw stick-man,chew gums,
play PlayStation games like Super Mario, Pacman, Pinball, Street Fighter, Resident Evil, Need for Speed (Wow, girl gamer! YAY)
When I was young, it was always exciting to go to the beach where I used to fly kites or play with water gun,
listening to stories like the little red riding hood, the ugly duckling, rabbit and the tortoise, Goldilocks and the 3 bears,
watch Doraemon and always wondered why Nobita so dumb,
snatching toys with siblings, tv shows and stuffs
sing Twinkle Twinkle Little Star, It's a Small World, ABC Alphabet song, Old MacDonald, Baa Baa Black Sheep...
and so many more.

It was such a wonderful time when your whole world is about having FUN
I miss everything from the 90's..
Maybe I'd like to write down one more wish in my wish list..
I want to sit in a time capsule, and fly back to the time when I was still a child...

Always my favourite

All times favourite 

The favourite cartoon tv show at that time..

I remember buying these.. to get the toys inside the package !

Eating iced gems 

冰条.. I used to buy it at school, I can still remember the price.. it was only RM0.30.

True what. The funny pencil I used when I was young.

White Rabbit sweets ! Dad always buy it for me when I was in Kindergarten.

Drawing ugly pictures during free time hahah 

But,
what I miss the most is the simplicity.

「那童年的希望是一台時光機 我可以一路開心到底都不換氣」

Holidays

Idk why I keep writing my blog these days.
It just feels like I'm writing my own 'digital diary', recording what happens everyday in my life, even special moments, sad moments and stressful moments..

Today, I had my piano exam. No doubt, I'm still learning piano.
Still in Grade 7, while others had already graduated.
I started learning piano quite late, about 12 years old ?
So, ended up now I'm still learning.
Next time if you want your child to learn how to play piano, better start it early.

Guess what?
I was so nervous again before going into the examination room. Keep telling myself to calm down and leave everything to God.

It was because during last time's piano examination, many students failed.
That got my piano teacher nervous cuz she seldom have students fail.
It was stressful. I kept thinking that what if I failed? I have to pay that money AGAIN just to let the examiner to listen what I play for only about 20-30 minutes. It wasn't cheap okay.
深深感受到那种 “台上一分钟，台下十年功” 的心情
Damn.

I tried my best to play, yet my technical skills sucks like xxxx. I got almost everything wrong. Even my aural... Gosh I feel like smacking myself in the face.
Seriously disappointed in myself. Idk why I just can't get rid of the nervous-ness.
*Being negative*
Sorry, but I am trying to being positive.

I guess that's what I can do now.

I should be writing about holidays.
Urgh :(
Yeah, today is the first day of my holiday. My stress-free holiday has just began.
I had no idea how to spend my holiday yet.
But I did list down some stuffs I'd planned for.

To-do's during the holidays

1) Read lots of books (Yes, I bought a lot and I hope I can finish it before school reopens)
2) Watch movies
3) Take a day trip
4) Exercise everyday (Wow, can I?)
5) Draw some art
6) Hangouts
7) Experience something new (I hope)
8) Shopping (If there's any big sales)
9) Try my best to make my holidays as meaningful as possible

Stop being negativeeeeeeeeeee
*I still need some time to convince myself*

Okay, if that's the case, I'll play hard, really hard. I don't like to worry, and I guess everyone don't.

I can't just sit here and worry about my final exam and piano exam results.
So no life.
Last of all...

PARTY TIME ! LET'S MAKE SOME NOIZE YO

Officially

I'd like to officially announce that,
Accounting for Managers is a mental abuse to humans,
after so many years of research and experiments I have proved that my research is true and convincing.



Whoever invented it doesn't have a brain, he has a calculator in this head.

Study day

I'm not sure that if going Starbucks to study is kinda like a study trend?
It seems like every students like to go there to study.
I used to study at home, unless I had too many questions to ask then I'll organize a group study with my classmates.
We were supposed to meet at school library and since it was still Gawai, the library's close.
Sad case :(
So, we changed to location too our school's MPH. Dafuq? There was no air-cond there.
Then we began the classroom searching mission.
We searched for about 10 minutes and yet all the classrooms were occupied. Sigh

Plan B? Starbucks.
Reason why we chose Starbucks:
1) Air-conditioned
2) Quiet enough (I guess so)
3) A nice place to study ...? *sounding more and more diffident*

When we reached, there were so many students on the 1st floor. Some chatting, some playing chess, some looking at their laptops,some were studying..
Luckily there's enough seat for the 7 of us.
Settled down, ordered a drink and started to study accounting.

Oh I really miss the taste of Chocolate Cream Chip.

Studying hard

My 38 sis

Mr. 达人 and Pian

No photos of my other classmates :(

Thanks to Darren (a.k.a 达人) who's willing to spend time to teach us.
Always being a very helpful friend, sending us assignments references, posting some important announcements in our FB group and blahs.

I'd like to say, Starbucks drinks are really fattening and filling.
Idk how fat I'll grow after drinking that 20oz Chocolate Cream Chip.
But since I drank it once in a long time, so I guess it'll be okay?

Back to topic, and so, we studied until 4pm something and finally left for home.
It was such a tiring day and I've spent too much effort studying and understanding those accounting  stuffs.
Accounting is never my favourite subject.
Tomorrow will be accounting final exam. Say good luck to me !

Surprise !

Last Sunday night,
someone came to my house, interrupted my revision session for my final exam.
We usually don't have guests, cuz I'm not hospitable and I seldom invite friends to my home.
Just then I thought mum asked her friends to come or someone wanted to pass things to her or my dad..
I didn't know it was someone I know
Instead someone familiar stepped out from the car, and that voice said something..
"Pris leh? Hello aunty hahah"
Nana came back !
I knew right after she started talking lmao.
Came to find me to give me a surprise she came back earlier.
Wow, such a surprise !! *Trying hard to act like I'm very surprised and happy*

Well, I was happy that she was back again. Like the old usual days, we hang out and 38.
Welcome back, Nana :)

Like the usual old days

While preparing for my accounting exam and piano exam, a short holiday is just perfect for an outing and reunion.
Thursday, we went CityOne Fullhouse to spend the rest of our afternoon.
Cakes and tea.

Petit Four

Fyi, starting from the top left, strawberry, vanilla, oreo, chocolate, blueberry, and chocolate.
Ratings?
For me, the cakes are only at the 'not-bad standard' rather than to say that they're delicious, but actually they're too sweet, candy-coated?
If you're a big fan of sweet food then you might like this.

Next thing I wanna talk about is...

Okay, questions?

Q: Why did the xxxx you watch this?!

A: Because I lai kik. 

Q: Isn't this movie old already? 

A: Yes, it is old, but not the stories.

Q: What's so interesting about this movie?

A: The storyline, and of cuz the handsome guys and beautiful ladies inside.

Q: I thought you watched it already?

A: Yes, I did, when I was still in primary school.. 

or you just wanna say:

Urgh, this movie is boring.. 

Then get your ass outta here 

Lame.. 

Like you're interesting ?

OR

OMG !!! This movie is awesome !!! 

Yes yes , I know right !!

Ohgoshh !! I miss this movie !! I wanna watch it again ! 

Yeah !! Go on !! Enjoy !

I never know you like LOTR !! I'm a big fan too !! 

Really ?! Wow... 

Hahahah dramas.. just for fun x)

Went MPH and Popular book exhibition yesterday.
I went the book exhibition with Belle and Dunst first, sadly I can't find any LOTR books there.
Only 'The Hobbit' is available. Bought it back home.
So, after that we went MPH...

Finally, I found this !!
YES YES YES YES YES !
3 volumes of LOTR !! Gosh I bought it without hesitation. *Walao so rich meh -.-* 
Not anymore, I'm broke now hahahah but I'm happy I bought the books.
Gonna spend my holiday at home reading them.
Bookworm meh you...
I just gotta say, the loveliest place is to be between the pages of a book !

Final exam

Ain't suppose to be here cuz I'm still having final exam and I should be studying right now

Today had Microeconomics final exam.

It was tough, like seriously.

The questions are quite ok at first when I was doing the multiple choice questions..

then here comes the short answers part and essay part.

I was really lacking confidence in writing my answers, not becuz I didn't study enough, it's becuz I was scared that I might get the answers wrong and I can't achieve my target.

*If this really happens, I think I'll cry out loud*

After spending so much time revising and memorizing everything...

NO, I JUST CAN'T ACCEPT THAT !

Even my skin dries up...Poor skin

after hours and hours of studying, I'm feeling憔悴 already.

So, Micro, please be good to me.

I wanna get good results,badly :(

Tmrw I'll be having BIS a.k.a Business Information System.

Not really understand why we should take this subject...it has nothing much to do with business though..

Okay, enough, time to get back to study !

JIAYOU gogogo cross ! 

Wantss

Last time when Eeling was back here she told me that I might be getting slimmer.
Ok, that's really a POWERFUL motivation!
All this time I've to keep myself a healthy diet and lifstyle just to slim myself down,
and get to wear those nice shirts that I've been wanting to wear but dont dare to, lack of confidence when you're not slim enough to wear the shirt nicely. :(

But I ain't gonna give up, gonna try harder.

Girls never get tired when it comes to shopping, especially clothes, even though the wardrobe is full of clothes...
They'll rummage the wardrobe and complained why aren't there any nicer clothes and blahs
then the shopping mood just roll in randomly and off to shop.
Don't doubt it.. it's just so true
I'm in this kind of mood too..

Motivation !!!

Had always wanted to try on some sleeveless shirt as some of them are really nice and comfy, especially during hot days you need these pieces !

Also, had always admire Jane when she's in that swag style. Cool and boyish yet not losing her femininity.

Girls with caps on !

Next 2ne1 CL !

Love her style ! I wanna be that cooool too :(

Before I end my post..
my wants are never ending.
#want #want #want #want #want

16052013

Didnt have much to update lately.
Final exam coming up and soon my blog will be dead awhile.

Something wrong with my phone cable and I cant upload any photos :(
Sad..
Managed to get one of the photos I'd like to post from FaceBook.

Sunday was Mother's Day, everyone was posting about what presents they've prepared, how they celebrate, confessions to mum such things.
Our family actually celebrated Mother's Day with my parent's 孝亲晚宴 organized by their church's.
I enjoyed spending quality time with my family but I didn't enjoy the food at 御厨 cuz the food aren't delicious at all. Am I the one who's being picky or...
And the service there was.. I could say it was really bad for me.
The vinegar was not refilled, the way they serve was not that professional and stuffs I'm not satisfied with.
Me, myself working as a waitress at Lok Thian before, I undergone strict trainings and I have to fully prepare everything before the customers came.
It was a valuable experience though it was really tough and tiring.
Compared with other restaurants, 御厨 really didn't reach the standard. -.-

Dad was wondering what to buy for mum. He doesn't wanna buy expensive bags anymore cuz mum isn't wearing them, brand new and still kept in my wardrobe...
Just two days before Mother's Day, I bought a new shirt and when I went back and show it to mum, she was like: "Hey! Why didn't you buy for me? Mother's Day coming soon loh."
That's where I got the idea from. So, we decided to buy mum a new shirt.
She was happy with it and I felt glad for that.

Done with the Mother's Day and now going to talk about birthday celebration of Simon's.
Well, I joined this celebration with my church friends to celebrate Simon's 19th birthday when I never actually talked to him before.......
Err.. Feeling weird.

But everything turns out well, I get to know him after that night hahahah
A new friend YAY :)
He was really touched we went to gave him a surprise birthday celebration.
Aww hoping that I will have such a surprise party too ! Hahaha

Was feeling awkward when he didn't know we're coming and he was err... not wearing his top at home...
I guess all the boys are like that right o.o
Even my brother did that..
We played and talked while enjoying the food his family served.
It was an enjoyable night after all.
Thank God.

Lastly, went for a hair cut on Tuesday. I cut it shorter rather than just
Was quite satisfied with the outcome.

Will upload some selca if my phone cable works well hahahha

End of my post.

Tomodachi

Mid term examination is finally over. o(≧v≦)o YAY *hoorays and screams*
I'd like to breathe a relief here.
Not gonna talk about studies today.

Today will be a post about outings with friends.


Eeling and Nana came back to Kuching.
Finally got a chance to meet with them after such a long separation.
Nothing has changed much.
We're still as close as ever. We still talked about craps and stuffs together 38-ly.
Despite the fact I'm having a peaceful life here, I still miss them both, very much.

We went limteh on Thursday afternoon at BeeHive.
It was a great afternoon. Eeling talked about her life at Australia while Nana told us her stories at National Service, Claudia talked about her life at Sibu too.

I was busy listening and eating.. o(≧v≦)o
FRIED MUSHROOM !

Yum yum fried mushroom

This tasted really good ! Man you just gotta try it !

Crispy with the golden perfection on the outside and yummy taste.

*I heard that the mushroom was imported to Msia, not Msia made*

Black sesame soup

Not forgetting to mention that the black sesame soup is scrumptious. Not bad lah. It's just the portion is too small. 

I actually liked the red bean soup more. Their red bean soup tasted wonderful.

Back to topic..

After sending Claudia back her home, we went to visit Belle. Nana will be leaving on Saturday which results in Belle won't get a chance to meet her.  So, we 3 went to her house.

We chat awhile then started camwhoring . Lmao.

With loves ♥

Love this

Heart to heart

Pout.. Nana looks so hiao here.

With Eeling

Dear Nana, I looked so fat here but nvm you lookin great.

Swag #1

Not knowing what caption to put.

Swag #2 

♥

Capturing the most beautiful moments when we're together.

I appreciate the time we're being together again.

Last Friday..
Since I had no plans and so I went out with a bunch of kids.
I'm the oldest, though they're just only 1 year younger than me . *coughs*  AHMA level
Do I look young when I'm with them?

Friday was random.
I woke up at 1030 randomly while I'm supposed to wake up at 9.
Then randomly, we went Soon Fatt to eat again ! Hung-ngan cravings.
After that, again randomly we went to Damai 'eat wind'.

In the car with Charles, Nana, Kok, Edmund and Allan.

That was the first time I hang out with them.
It was fun, I can say.
It's just me being too old and get tired easily. OMG really gettin' older everyday o(>﹏<)o
Kids... forgive your old senior who had not enough stamina to play with you all.. Hahs

Had a great week with them although I was busy preparing for exams during last few days.
All the fun dazed me and I totally forgot everything like worrying about my exam marks and accounting assignment which my group haven't started doing.

These are awesome moments I'll never forget.
Nana left yesterday, Eeling left today at 4am.
Waiting for July now and we'll reunite again !

It feels great to have you all by my side. 

Am thankful for the sweet moments and tough times we shared, and still, we're heart to heart bonded. 

Ohhh , before ending the post ! Check out my new fipper ! Chocolate colour and I love it.

Ended randomly. Wadda why so random