Wednesday, March 06, 2013

Harder and harder !

Just received my academic transcript
and I was soooooooo upset and dissappointed with my results.
I cant even manage to get a CGPA of 3.5/4
I only managed to get 3.15.
Felt so sorry to my parents, they spent so much money to let me further my studies.
I know they have high expectations on me.

I really have to stop myself being lazy and study harder.

Motivation please.


TRUE. I need to study hard to achieve excellent results.



In this world, knowledge is power. Without knowledge, you cant survive within the society.
Study hard to gain more knowledge !!!
(I dont wanna be evil)


Hard work  pays off in the future. Laziness pays off now.


Succeed is more important than any one thing on the world.



Monday, March 04, 2013

1st year Degree

Time flies.
It's already 4th of March !


The time was like a rocket 'piuuu' or should I say it was as fast as lightning lol.

I started my first year degree since 25th of Feb.
Was struggling again whether to continue business courses or not cuz my friends told me that I should've chosen Design.
Well, I did have the talent to draw but that doesnt mean I'm creative enough. That's what bothering me. 
But soon once again I realized that I have to take business.
It'll be hard to get jobs and achieve something unless I'm really a super talented person in design.
First semester of degree I'll be taking Quantitative Analysis (I dropped it just few days ago but I'll continue it during the Winter term, which means no semester break for me. Wuwu TT), Microeconomics, Accounting for Managers and Business Information System.

The first week of school opening was...okok lah.
Nothing to know more about, just assignments and stuffs we're going to learn.
Just hope that there's not too many assignments.. urghhh :(
Final exam consists of 60% over the 100%, it'll be tons of stresses. GOSH
Plus, I was expecting some handsome guys walking around the school. Unfortunately, what I saw all the way at school was... which made me think that: 古晋的帅哥全都死到哪里去了?!

Okay, skip the school things.

Dad was so worried about paying the school fees for the rest of my degree semesters.
He want me to study hard to get scholarships and free loans. Ok, that did motivate me.
Still, if I get those scholarships I can buy what I want. <-- obviously the main purpose of studying hard lol.

God didnt close any doors for me. He actually opened more for me.

I got both PTPTN loan and Yayasan.
Ptptn loan wont be fully supplying the fees so Yayasan will top up for the rest.
I was praying for the loans to be approved so that dad wont be that worried anymore.

God listens.

So then, no more worries.

Can you see how awesome is He ?




TRUE.


My Christian piano teacher was so good to me that she asked me if I would like to assist her in teaching theories and practical piano.
She said, leaning piano is a lifetime skill, you earn through those skills.
Yeah, that proves when those teachers teaching some other students in her house were all her students a.k.a my teachers.
She's not that old what. LOL

She offers them high pay. I mean, HIGH.
Where can you find a part time job with such a high pay that exceeds 2k ?!

Thank God I met this wonderful teacher.
Although she's strict sometimes, that stresses me out lol but she just wants her students to be good.



I'll repay her with my good results during piano exam. MUST ! 

I feel so blessed with everything that God gave me.

Monday, February 18, 2013

Short update

Short update of my current life. 
Well, I was really busy with my exams and assignments last few weeks. AGAIN...
I didnt even get the chance to update about my new year !
Will update soon cuz now I'm having holidays YAY

Just finished my moral studies exam today and so looking forward for my holidays
CNY is still going on (I guess?) and our school want poor students like us study during CNY
Dafuq?
Before CNY I was studying my marketing for resit examination.
I didnt managed to get a CP (considered pass) so I have to resit the exam which
costed me RM500. Sian-ness
Who the tut would set Malaysian studies exam during CNY ?! It was Saturday somemore.
Sad case lmao  
Didnt have the mood to study for exam so I decided to hug the Buddha's leg.

Will be starting my degree on 25th Feb
which reminds me that I'm getting older everyday when I'm just 19..
Me and my friends were talking about this getting older thingy few days ago 
when we realized that we're not as energetic as before already OMG?

That's all for now ! Off to catch my dramas ! Taa ! 

Saturday, January 19, 2013

Tough times

人们常说:快乐的时光总是过得特别快

RIGHT.
Everything turns out right on the starting of 2013. 

16 January,
was the worst day ever in 2013.

I FAILED MY MARKETING ! 

I was so shocked and not sure what to do.
Will I have to resit examination or retake the whole course ?!
After knowing my result I was totally not in mood and I kept asking my friends for help.

When they told me that Swinburne got this considered pass thingy,
I was relieved and I decided to try to apply for it. 
Something like if you failed one subject they'll still allow you to proceed to the next semester
and there's no need to resit exam or retake course.

In the other way, my friends told me that I have to surpass 45 marks to get that pass.
DAFUQ I only get 44 for my marketing ! 
Was so depressed and upset I have to spend RM300 to resit my exam 
and to study all over again. 

Hope miracle happens, my heavenly Father please stand by my side. 

I survived 2012 , welcomed 2013



19 days has passed and now I just got the mood to blog 
December was great after the final exams
Bye bye stresses !
Everyday slacking at home and going out having tons of fun or yamcha with friends
I spent my 2012 christmas with my family and friends
Dinner with family
then overnight & chit chatting with friends
watched Running man and laugh like mad




Well, unlike the past few years I didnt participate in church activities,
I decided to spend more time at home.

Right after christmas my family started the most tiring activity
GOTONG-ROYONG !!



And you know what ?!
my mum has this mysophobia thing,
which turns out we have to clean the whole house,
including wiping away the dust on furniture and the wall.
She cleaned everything in DETAIL.


So, I decided to help her out and it was super tiring.
I fell sick after doing all those cleaning in a week
and sadly, I spent my new year with sickness.
But at that time I wasn't that sick anymore, I recovered a lot.

We had a youth gathering at church at night on 31/12,
for the farewell of those who are leaving youth and also the countdown for new year.
That was a crazy and high-high night for all of us !
I've always love coming to youth since 13.
It makes me feel like I'm at home, warm and comfortable,
 I'm so gonna miss it after I leave.
Photos are taken but not uploaded yet.
All I can see is lots of love :)

The countdown was crazy, everyone was screaming madly
and poking balloons to celebrate new year,
welcoming 2013.





I came to recalling what happened in 2012 when I got back home.
Just found out that my 18 was AWESOME .

2012 Highlights :

  1. Started my university life
  2. Got satisfying results for SPM
  3.  Got my driving license
  4. Officially 18
  5. Met awesome friends --> Huan & Jo
  6. Got a personal laptop
  7. Went to Bigbang concert *Super awesome concert*
  8. Bought Bigbang albums and stuff
  9. Met Taeyang and G-Dragon at Pavilion *Being lucky*
  10. Having fun yamcha with friends
 Well, 2012 is gone and here comes 2013.
I'm getting older and older OMG.
Just hope that God still bless me on 2013.

Actually I didnt think what resolutions I should have for this year. 
So, I tried out Chuckei Jane's game: 
FIND 3 MAGIC WORDS IN THE PIC BELOW,
and they will be your 2013 resolutions.

Guess what I found, HAPPINESS, LOVE, BEAUTY.


2013 Resolutions :


  1. Change my image
  2. Get myself slimmer
  3. Spend more time with family
  4. Live a better and happier life this year
  5. Get excellent results 



That's all for my post. Stay happy in 2013 ! Happy new year ! :D