Today

Yesterday :

I reached my home 1030pm last night

after my piano lesson

stress !

I wanted to improve my skills soooo much !

argh ... :(

Today :

And today !

guess what ?

A naughty boy was transferred to my class

We received the news quite some time already.

And this boy , isnt interested in studying .

Nah... you can imagine they're the ones who went to school without books

EVERYDAY

I wonder how their future is going to be..

It's not I look down on them

I was curious

How can they dont even care about their future ?

~,~

I was advised to study hard since I'm young

So , I just dont get it .

I decided to study art or designing or computer designing course ( er.. isit the same ? )

in the future , I mean university

Cause I like drawing so much <3

And I need to admit that my drawing skills arent that bad ;D

hahas

What I lack of is CREATIVITY and I'm not very good in designing

lols

I also ever think of being a musician ?

But it's quite impossible

Once you decided to take music courses

You're stuck in the musical world your whole life

If you're profeesional enough

You may earn lots

But what if you dont have enough potential ?

Haihs

I dont wanna be an engineer or careers that involve maths or physics or chemistry

That would be too much for me

:(

I started to worry about my future now

What should I be ?

And my dreams are much too far away from the reality

Dreams are dreams , but reality just kill dreams

It's different

TOTALLY

My Lord ,

Please guide me to the Right Path .

back to school again

After slacking at home for a few days

tomorrow the Form 4's are going back to school

and now it's the Form 3's students turn to enjoy their holidays liao -.-

My homework arent done yet !

I'm so gonna die tmrw ~ T.T

Heard that he's having semester exam now .

Not going to tuition later also .

Awwww man

:C

Lost another chance to meet him

Nevermind

I'll just

Wish him all the best in his exam !

;)

awwwwww man

Awwwwwww man

He's not at tuition tonight .

Quite disappointed

Hmph..

cant concentrate on what teacher was teaching

=__="

Liked I wasted my 2 hours at there

While teacher teaching ~

" OMG ! When start test ha ? "

I went nervous about it LOL

daydreaming too long

tuitions

I'm going for physic tuition tonight
I know I'm lame ~,~
I'm bored talking to my laptop the whole day .

Holidays arent that fun either
It's just relaxing .

And , I havent finished my homework yet !
RAWR
Additional maths Chapter 9 differenciation
=________=
oh man..

Hoped I didnt forget what teacher teached that day.
Gahh..

My stubborn-ness

I'm single.
Cause I dont want to have any boyfriend
except him <3

I wont fall for someone who I dont have feelings with .
" Feelings can grow when you both get together . "
NO , I'm sorry .
I dont accept this .

I have my own thinking .
You can say I'm stubborn ,
it's okay for me :D





But
" One day you'll realize that even though you're not perfect
Someone will still loves you for what you truly are "
* saw someone wrote this on facebook *

Yeah ,

I wont change for anyone .
Even if it's for him ,
cause he's almost perfect ,
but I'm not .
My answer is still NO.

=)

They always said it's worth to change
to become
your lover's perfect lover .

But for me , that isnt the true me .
I'm sure I'll find someone who loves the truely me

God will arrange for me
I'll just be patient and wait .

I'm back

So...

I'm sorry for not updating my blog for such a long time .

Guess it's dead already .

hahas

Well ,

Everything happened must have its reason .

2010 March or April ,

I quarrelled with my gang , which I hang out with every weekend .

We always have lots of fun and we love spending time together .

It's like a drug .

And when we played , we just played like MAD.

Then , I turned my back to my Lord .

That time , HAVING FUN is much important than anything else in the world .

So... Why God wanna let something bad happened between me and them?

I know the answer now x)

And I thanked God for it .

I found a TRUE friend which I longed for

She's Angeline Chan :D

I knew her since primary school already .

We just didnt have the chance to get any closer cause

she transferred to

Chung Hua no .1 .

During secondary school , we met again .

God's arrangement I think xD

Many things happened these few months .

Maybe I'll just blog it right here right now .

So , just be patient =)

Guess what ?!

My dear best friend , Angeline Chan is in a relationship with Tit ~

And they're sooooo sweet

Sweet to the max yeah .

Even the ants are coming for it

Really hope they can last long long , maybe forever ? ;D

Well ,

my additional maths hasnt improve abit yet .

POOR Priss

I think she's going to the mental hospital sooner or later

just because she's so desperate to pass her add mx

but SHE CANT .

LOL

Nidda concentrate on studies now !

You dont wanna to fail your add mx for the whole year right ?!

RAWR

I found this picture

Sorry if you're good in mx xD

I've had misunderstandings with Crystal and Claudia

The reason is she thought I blamed her for not going for dance practice .

I didnt mean that though .

It hurts when your friends treated you COLDLY

so , I told Amy and my pastor the whole story

they gave me some useful advices and it helped me alot =)

thanks ya.

So , i was chatting with a kid when I was writing this .

He told me to mention his " existance " here .

LOL

well , he's having the same problems with me now .

Love's problems hahahah.

Saw it ? Qiang Biang xD

This paragraph is specially written for you .

Should be 暗爽-ing now hahaha

*******

To love is nothing ,

To be loved is something ,

To love and to be loved is everything