Today

Yesterday :

I reached my home 1030pm last night

after my piano lesson

stress !

I wanted to improve my skills soooo much !

argh ... :(

Today :

And today !

guess what ?

A naughty boy was transferred to my class

We received the news quite some time already.

And this boy , isnt interested in studying .

Nah... you can imagine they're the ones who went to school without books

EVERYDAY

I wonder how their future is going to be..

It's not I look down on them

I was curious

How can they dont even care about their future ?

~,~

I was advised to study hard since I'm young

So , I just dont get it .

I decided to study art or designing or computer designing course ( er.. isit the same ? )

in the future , I mean university

Cause I like drawing so much <3

And I need to admit that my drawing skills arent that bad ;D

hahas

What I lack of is CREATIVITY and I'm not very good in designing

lols

I also ever think of being a musician ?

But it's quite impossible

Once you decided to take music courses

You're stuck in the musical world your whole life

If you're profeesional enough

You may earn lots

But what if you dont have enough potential ?

Haihs

I dont wanna be an engineer or careers that involve maths or physics or chemistry

That would be too much for me

:(

I started to worry about my future now

What should I be ?

And my dreams are much too far away from the reality

Dreams are dreams , but reality just kill dreams

It's different

TOTALLY

My Lord ,

Please guide me to the Right Path .