Im lost

Everyone has their own dreams since they're young.

When that dream grows from a little small pea-like seed

to a plumule.

That's when you realized and you want to make that dream come true.

I have one...

but I hesitated about it 

whether to challenge and take one step towards...

due to many reasons I've given to persuade myself..

I'm not creative enough...

I lack of inspiration...

My future career is gonna be tough if my design sucks...

So

I decided to take an alternative way

after I finish my business course, 

I'll take design. 

Is this life? Or... it is because I've been defeated by the reality

Smashing my dreams into pieces...

Tellin' me that it's impossible while 

the other side of me still adhere to that little bit of hope to fulfill my dreams..

Lord, please lead me, guide me to the right way.

I'm lost..

MAMA 2012

Since when my blog posts are all about Bigbang ?!
Hahhahah I guess
those who are reading my blogposts 

might show a face like --> =.=
OHMYGOSH why the heck are you always talking about Bigbang ?!

LOL!!!!
Then I'll go: "Because THEY ARE TOO AWESOMEE ~~~ !!! "

Okay , stop that Bigbang madness !

But here I'm going to write about them again 

hahaha be patience :P
Let's rock on to 30112012 MAMA 2012 !

PS: MAMA = Mnet Asian Music Awards
It actually sounds funny when people said it in short
MAMA = mum ? hahah

That was an awesome night for Bigbang (surely it was !)

They won 3 awards 

for their group

BEST MALE GROUP

GUARDIAN ANGEL WORLDWIDE PERFORMER

ARTIST OF THE YEAR

oh by the way

GD won the BEST MALE ARTIST ! 

Gaaaaaaaaaahhh I've always love him more when he dresses like this 

Flawless ! 

I was expecting them to show up during the Red Carpet

but sadly, they didnt :(

Just because someone nasty stole my area's TM wire cable

making all of us here cant online !

RAWR and I wanna watch MAMA so badly

I was like crazy, went to Nana's house at 930pm 

watched MAMA till the end, 130am

Well, staying up late is totally worthy ! 

Bigbang didnt disappoint me, or should I say, they never x)

Their awesome fantastic performance ! 

Guess what GD rapped when he first appear at MAMA
OMG he's a genius -.- 

These things just popped out from his brain 

Finally MAMA night's VIP !!!

All of a sudden he just got his hair FIRE RED 

GD !!! *SCREAMS*

Yooo omg Daesung he's so HOT ! 

PINK TOP

Taeyang so high that night !
Gold and black ?

Btw when he appeared during the performance

I was like OMG HAHAHAHAH WHY SO RANDOM ?! xD

*cant find any only-Taeyang photos*

WHITE Seungri 

Watch the full performance here !

빅뱅(Bigbang) - 크래용(Crayon) @ MAMA 2012

then this
빅뱅(Bigbang) - 판타스틱 베이비 (Fantastic Baby) @ MAMA 2012 

Enjoy ! 

I watched MAMA with full of laughters 

LOL 

No offense but

it was really funny when all of those BAP members

went up to receive their prizes

They're all in blonde 

like 6胞胎 hahahah

I guess GD was not satisfied with so many people having blonde hair

so he went to dye his hair red LOL xD

*just my opinion*

 

Suju did a great job on their performance too ! 

I like the way they performed Mr. Simple x)

Anyway,

CONGRATULATIONS TO BIGBANG ! 
Please love VIPS more :P

Please continue to shine brightly :)