Stuck at home alone and since my car was sent to the 'hospital' after I had a car accident on Saturday night,
I had nothing much to do besides watching movies and reading books..
Yesterday I watched Peter Pan again
(Idk how many times I'd watch it)
And memories started flooding me.
How I wished there really is a NeverLand somewhere outside there.
I wanna have adventures too, and I don't wanna grow up.
It's when I just realized that I'm so obsessed with fairy tales.
Everything was so magical and beautiful inside, always with a happy ending,
which in reality doesn't have any.
Having answers deep down in my heart and I know it.
I'm growing up.
So many thoughts that I've when I was young, literally became childish and craps when growing up.
Now, I've to think more, consider and take every single step carefully, thinking about the consequences, decisions and the right path of your future.
What do I want, what do I need..
Unlike being a child, I have no worries, I don't have to make decisions.
I get to play, to have fun, have birthday parties, wear cute dresses,
watch Disney films: Snow White, Cinderella, Mulan, Toy Story, The Lion King
(I still love watching them now)
and Nickelodeon's or other cartoons
such as Powerpuff Girls, Pokemon, Scooby Doo,
also
making paper planes, blowing bubbles,
sleep with fluffy toys, play game-boys, tamagotchi and barbie dolls
(OMG seriously so childish)
read the most scary books ever for kids: Goosebumps,
eat super fattening snacks to get the free toy,
wake up early for a cartoon show, draw stick-man,chew gums,
play PlayStation games like Super Mario, Pacman, Pinball, Street Fighter, Resident Evil, Need for Speed
(Wow, girl gamer! YAY)
When I was young, it was always exciting to go to the beach where I used to fly kites or play with water gun,
listening to stories like the little red riding hood, the ugly duckling, rabbit and the tortoise, Goldilocks and the 3 bears,
watch Doraemon and always wondered why Nobita so dumb,
snatching toys with siblings, tv shows and stuffs
sing Twinkle Twinkle Little Star, It's a Small World, ABC Alphabet song, Old MacDonald, Baa Baa Black Sheep...
and so many more.
It was such a wonderful time when your whole world is about having
FUN
I miss everything from the 90's..
Maybe I'd like to write down one more wish in my wish list..
I want to sit in a time capsule, and fly back to the time when I was still a child...
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Always my favourite |
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All times favourite |
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The favourite cartoon tv show at that time.. |
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I remember buying these.. to get the toys inside the package ! |
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Eating iced gems |
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冰条.. I used to buy it at school, I can still remember the price.. it was only RM0.30. |
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True what. The funny pencil I used when I was young. |
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White Rabbit sweets ! Dad always buy it for me when I was in Kindergarten. |
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Drawing ugly pictures during free time hahah |
But,
what I miss the most is the simplicity.
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「那童年的希望是一台時光機 我可以一路開心到底都不換氣」 |